buat bapa
As a child there were them timesI didn't get itBut you kept me in lineI didn't know whyYou didn't show up sometimesOn Sunday mornings and I missed youBut I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk thingsSeparation bringsYou never let me know itYou never let it showBecause you loved me and obviouslyThere's so much more left to sayIf you were with me todayFace to face
You never got a chance to see How good I've done And you never got to See me back at number one I wish that you were here To celebrate together I wish that we could Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used toTuck me in at nightWith the teddy bear you gave meThat I held so tightI thought you were so strongYou'd make it through whateverIt's so hard to accept the factYou're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like thisAnd everyday life goes on I wishI could talk to you for a whileMiss you but I try not to cryAs time goes by
And it's true that you'veReached a better placeStill I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bapa, lagi-lagi aku harus nulis. Karena ga tau lagi gimana caranya cerita ke bapa selain dengan berdoa dan nulis.Mungkin ini yang dibilang, mau ga mau klo salah satu orang tua ga ada, semuanay pincang.Buka aku ga bersyukur, Pa.Tapi emang ternyata aku butuh bapa.Mungkin klo Bapa ada di sini aku ga perlu cari-cari orang lain untuk bikin aku nyaman.Mungkin rumah ini memang bener-bener nyaman buat aku pulang.Bapa, aku ga tau harus kemana sekarang.Baru sekarang ini aku bener-bener ngerasa kehilangan bapa.Baru sekarang butuh bapa bener-bener.Ga ada yang bisa meluk aku dengan nyaman, ga ada yang bisa bikin aku tenang.Temen-temen aku baik semua ,Pa. Tapi yang bikin bener-bener nyaman cuma sedikit.kadang-kadang sambil pegang handphone aku suka mikir, seandainya aku bisa sms bapa.Cerita semuanya dan bapa nanggepin.Tapi udahlah, Pa. Maaf klo aku ngadu segala.Istirahat yang tenang ya, Pa. Mudah-mudahan aku kuat.I need u but u not there. Miss u a lot, Dad!
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