just let me out….
“What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
and given in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in my lonelyness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m streched so thin.
I make the right move but I’m lost within.
I put on my daily facade but then,
I just end up, getting hurt again…….”
Buat mulai semuanya emang ga gampang. Kadang2 kita pengen banget pergi!
Buat sejenak istirahat sebelum kita akhirnya gila beneran.
Suatu hari “half life” ini bakal selesai.
Bantu gw buat bertahan!!
Bertahanlah dan berakhirlah saat semuanya lengkap.
“HARI INI, HARI MILIKKU
JUGA ESOK MASIH TERBENTANG
DAN MENTARI KAN TETAP MENYALA
DI SINI, DI URAT DARAHKU”
semoga semuanya bisa dilewatin sampe akhirnya kita semua bisa tenang.
siapa pun di luar sana, saya minta doanya!!
